“you died screaming,
yet
the monster
who took your
place was silent.”

“But what if I never get over you? 
 
What if I continue to wake up every day of my fucking life and want you so badly that my bones shake so much that they feel like they’re going to break? 
 
What if I keep waiting for a call or a text or a sign from God that never comes? 
 
What if you were the one, but I wasn’t?”